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13 August 2005
hmm. yesterday was really a funny day.
well.
it kinda started of a little bad.
got back chi results.
it was definitely not good.
looking at the faces of chicken and chen siew mei was horrible lah.
they seemed like they forever to talk finish.
i mean we were alr so nervous and u talk so long.
and the talk wasnt abit negative.
how to NOT feel nervous.
and so i couldnt take it and start crying.
well.
i guess the nerves was getting the better of shukun too.
and so she started crying with me.
i guess the xin li zhun bei i made was not enough.
damn it not enough.
and so we were queueing up to look at our results.
me and anthea crowded together.
on the printed sheet i saw like a row of 1s.
but it couldnt be right.
check again.
look at the name list under "O level chinese"
fuck it
just fuck it.
i got a 3 lah.
wad shit is that.
ah yes.
i couldnt see anymore.
my eyes were terribly wet.
i guess the whole class kinda freaked out when they saw me and anthea in such a reaction.
and i all i could see in a certain corner of my eyes were more and more ppl crying.
and mrs pearce was so kind to rub it in
wahlau.
darn pissed.
went out and called mummy.
well.
she was DAMN BLUR.
well.
surprisingly she said it was good.
then i called liangtong.
oh freak.
she's got an a1.
i mean im not looking it at a funny way but i feel so darn bad myself.
i mean i thought all the while m chi shld be able to secure me at least an a2.
so this proves one thing.
am i over confident ?
how i wished on mon when i go to sch chicken makes an announcement and say tt the chi results are wrong.
i'll scream for joy.
but its "if only"
how many "if only" comes true?
haha.
almost non.
it wld be a BIG miracle if it did.
anyway tts for chi.
how disappointing
after i got into the car my dad told me he had a good news for me.
well.
at least i finall passed grade 8.
and i didnt have to learn 3 news songs.
tts good news.
for the day.
i went home and look at the results comments.
gosh !
im good man.
hahas.
for one thing i passed all pieces.
and piece c gave me a 25 marks.
\woohooooo.
i passed sight reading???
i thought i screwed it up badly by keep stopping
haha.
who knows
i seriously think its sympathy marks.
okay lah.
for once i passed all componets.
tts good news compared to chi at least.
okay.
and so i was forced to go to church at night to give thanks.
well.
rocks.
i tio birshit when i was one step slow in entering the car.
ahhhhhhh.
bloody bird.
i think it lau sai lah.
the shit was red and watery
maybe eat too much chilli.
grrrrrr.
suay ah.
anyways.
the whole of yesterday has been a big dream.
so unreal yet so real.
sigh.
this is life
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13 August 2005
hmm. yesterday was really a funny day.
well.
it kinda started of a little bad.
got back chi results.
it was definitely not good.
looking at the faces of chicken and chen siew mei was horrible lah.
they seemed like they forever to talk finish.
i mean we were alr so nervous and u talk so long.
and the talk wasnt abit negative.
how to NOT feel nervous.
and so i couldnt take it and start crying.
well.
i guess the nerves was getting the better of shukun too.
and so she started crying with me.
i guess the xin li zhun bei i made was not enough.
damn it not enough.
and so we were queueing up to look at our results.
me and anthea crowded together.
on the printed sheet i saw like a row of 1s.
but it couldnt be right.
check again.
look at the name list under "O level chinese"
fuck it
just fuck it.
i got a 3 lah.
wad shit is that.
ah yes.
i couldnt see anymore.
my eyes were terribly wet.
i guess the whole class kinda freaked out when they saw me and anthea in such a reaction.
and i all i could see in a certain corner of my eyes were more and more ppl crying.
and mrs pearce was so kind to rub it in
wahlau.
darn pissed.
went out and called mummy.
well.
she was DAMN BLUR.
well.
surprisingly she said it was good.
then i called liangtong.
oh freak.
she's got an a1.
i mean im not looking it at a funny way but i feel so darn bad myself.
i mean i thought all the while m chi shld be able to secure me at least an a2.
so this proves one thing.
am i over confident ?
how i wished on mon when i go to sch chicken makes an announcement and say tt the chi results are wrong.
i'll scream for joy.
but its "if only"
how many "if only" comes true?
haha.
almost non.
it wld be a BIG miracle if it did.
anyway tts for chi.
how disappointing
after i got into the car my dad told me he had a good news for me.
well.
at least i finall passed grade 8.
and i didnt have to learn 3 news songs.
tts good news.
for the day.
i went home and look at the results comments.
gosh !
im good man.
hahas.
for one thing i passed all pieces.
and piece c gave me a 25 marks.
\woohooooo.
i passed sight reading???
i thought i screwed it up badly by keep stopping
haha.
who knows
i seriously think its sympathy marks.
okay lah.
for once i passed all componets.
tts good news compared to chi at least.
okay.
and so i was forced to go to church at night to give thanks.
well.
rocks.
i tio birshit when i was one step slow in entering the car.
ahhhhhhh.
bloody bird.
i think it lau sai lah.
the shit was red and watery
maybe eat too much chilli.
grrrrrr.
suay ah.
anyways.
the whole of yesterday has been a big dream.
so unreal yet so real.
sigh.
this is life
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