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26 September 2004

yukyuk.
eoys are like so damn bloody near !!!
infact...
its this coming friday..
i think i abit not champion lah.
slack like so bloody much ?
ehs..
not abit like ytd go michele's hse in the evening..
not abit like frm 8+ we play cards play until 11..
sigh..
we wanted to stop at 930 when SI ended..
but then we found a new game of 6 bunlat
so we continued..then to 10..
ohs la..
at 10 we extended to 1030..
haha..and then to 11..
i think i very got time to study la.
i abit not like study one page of ss and few qns of e maths ?
not abit screwed la..
shit..
damn it scared...

tony was like talkin abt guys and girls during cat class today ?!!!
haha..
not lame la..
and he was sayin smth like good guys dun force girls..
and they know wad girl wants..
ie to have someone to lean on ?!
haha..
doesnt this make david a good guy afterall ?
haha..
he seems real nice la..
at least he has been encouraging me over eoys..
when im like so bloody freaked out..
haha yea...
so there...
im just hoping i can stuff enuff info into my head now and hope eoys will go smoothly for me..
phewwwwwwwww

5 September 2004

okay..
im in the library again.
haha..
my damn computer konked out agn !! wtf !!!
er..
anywae..
greart la..
i got nothing to talk about..
er..
shaun ?! nah..
i think im getting over him already..
er..well..it feels like..and it seems like..
although i maluated myself like shit the last time in msn..
oh well..
er...grounded for this week of hols..
but..maybe its a blessing of disguise..
i think im immuned to being grounded already..
lol..but i guess..
oh man..soon it wldnt work out anymore..
wad for ? getting pissed at someone who damn it wldnt change her mind ?
no point...
er right..
wad next...
im not gonna go on abt the guy thing..
lol..its getting boring..
REAL BORING
im like doing the same stuff everytime..
esp suns...
wake up..go to church..
maybe theres cat class..
have lunch..
slack awhile..
guitar...and damn it fucking tuition..
oh gross..
i dun wan it anymore....
er..right..
oh ya..guitar exam was..
shiok ?!!! haha..
it was darn easy..erm..the oral that is..
i think i screwed up the sight reading..
although it was darn easy la !
my pices..god knows..
i hope to get distinction man..lol..
i've got to..
its GUITAR GRADE 3 !!!!
hmm..
i cant wait for results..
but waiting for the piano one is damn it nerve-wrecking..
omg...i dun wanna fail..
it'll be the end of the world !!!!
i.e for me..
oh boy oh boy..
i shan rite on further..
i'll be self-demoralising..
yet again..do i have the ability to demoralise myself ?
lol..i dunno..
but i've been trying..
and its not working at all..
whee...
okay..
i was just talking abt tt in the car with daddy..
maybe i reallie cant demoralise myself..
who cares ?
thats a good point rite ?
lol...
im off..