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25 March 2006

okay basically after this whole week of school
im still not into my class
i mean its like
im totally not comfortable there
everyone seem so fake including myself lah
its just so unreal
i miss truth like mad
i miss all the times when we can just go crazy in class
and either everyone joins in or tell u off
even still u know tt ur surrounded by YOUR FRIENDS
like in t09 i dunno what to say, how to respond and etc
im so scared tt i'll say the wrong things and thats it- like hell for the next one and a half year?
ann-marie made me feel bad for making her feel bad
i was talking to tasha after trng and i accidentally blurted out in front of ann-marie tt i didnt like our class
and then she started to feel bad cos she was the welfare head
t09 went out on thrus to ikea i think
to shop for some class decoration
i was feeling so fucking moody and i decided not to go the last min
(and thanks to anthea for keeping my company =D the mussles were nice, lets eat again!)
the next day yunxin and minzhen told me tt the trip to ikea was "hell"
they said tt the class was having a "dispute" in the middle of ikea because they couldnt agree on wad to buy
thank god i wasnt there if not i'll sure feel damn extra
its like in front of them u cant air ur views openly
like i said above im so scared tt one wrong word and everyone's against me
we just feel so bloody unwanted
in conclusion, im kind of dreading my group for project work and life in class for the rest of my jc life

18 March 2006

some random t09 "outing" photos
haha

wanrong looks weird. haha

kian looks weird too

half the girls in t09

minzhen; me; yunxin; and annmarie at the top

she was laughing; yes, she was

the MORNING bubbly girl

anyways
i woke up at like 1+ today
damn shiok lah
and i feel so accomplished cooking myself a tom yam bee hoon
with extra prawns and meat
woohhooo =)

17 March 2006

okay i decided to be gross and show u how disgusting my leg is now
wahahahahaha

how great is that
i got my ankle sprained and my left knee completely disfigured lah
damn gross
it has like a super huge scar-to-be
goodness
super embarassing can
like its only my FIRST training and it was only WARM-UPS
and i tripped and fell
i looked so retarded lah
and i was totally off form today
so i looked like a bloody clown or rather an IDIOT whacking my racket into AIR
like wth

i feel like crap now lah
my eyes and super heavy but i cant fall asleep
my ankle and knee is pain and stinging like HELL
my friends all seem so du lan
like wtf is wrong lah
not like i did smth major in the last few days
goodness
im starting to dread wadever thats coming my way

in conclusion,
its not my day/week/month/year

14 March 2006

wad the hell
i seriously can only think of these 3 words to describe my day today lah
i thought it wld be good
but it was disappointing and boring afterall

the day started with me chionging down my nasilemak with no chicken wingjust to catch the damn bus
and great lah
i could have just brought it to school sit down and eat lah
after drinking my milo my stomach seriously felt weird lahs
thank god nth happen to me

then it was 5 hours straight into lectures lah
geog and econs was okay reallie
the lecturers were funny
maths was a TORTURE lah
so bloody boring
and i started vandalising my notes all over again
i shld seriously scan and post them here
haha
then u know how bored i was
goodness
i just realised all my lectureres today were guys
haha
randommmmm

and then i went down to town to meet them (ex-srjcians)
so i couldnt join the guys for lunch
and yay becky shared the super huge popcorn with me
but it was not salty lah
at least not as salty as gv ones
nanny mcphee was seriously funny
and i think ppl ard me was like wth-ing at my weird comments
haha
IT WAS FUNNY OKAY
wahaha

then super lot of ppl start to pangseh lah
bloody hell
tong called me and say yanzi was in tangs
i heard as taka
so me and joanna chiong there
sigh
and tong was vividly describing her lah
why always like that one
always miss her by abit lah

i shall not describe further wad happen nxt
all i could think of was like wth wtf wth wtf
but collecting my baby made me happie again
goodness
4 days and i miss it so much lahs

12 March 2006

okay
cj is really not bad
in fact im loving it like madd lah
took a bus tt day with debbie to ms
goodness
how exciting can
it only takes 10 min to get to town
abt 15-20 min to get to bugis, cityhall mrt, and lastly ms
wooohhhhh :DDD

the last 2 days of orientation wasnt tt bad
we got our classes
my class is okay i guess
made some new good friends =)
ahhaha.
okays anyway,
we went to police academy to play games
goodness
THEY made us walk so bloody far when we could just cross the overhead bridge and walk in
wth!!!
but tt walk allowed us to get to know each other better i guess
in one game we were supposed to swim
wooootttt
my legs were aching like mad when i finished my turn
completely numbed lah
the other games were fun too !
and interesting
like one game it was soccer but like the table way
everyone stood in line and couldnt move forward or backwards
and just kick
hahaha

finale night was GOOD
i was in orso house
the cheers were nice lah
"wa lang si kin ah
wa lang si hor ah
wa lang si ORSO
pak buay tio ah"
hahaha
yes my house was yellow
anthea sat with my class at the back
and we were like COMPLETELY HIGH
well, anthea was the highest
boon kianong and nat became my good frens=)
yes yes
and mass dance!
i swear its the nicest mass dance u can ever dance
footloose and bungra
everyone wanted an encore!!
and nat was my partner =p
super funny pls
everyone was so high tt we were shaking like ' we never did before'
super cool
and the super nice sch song
i dunno why manda call it gay

okay okay
stnix funfair yesterday
GOODNESS
i didnt know stnix became so HIGH BUDGET lah
there was the uncle ringo stuff
this time much much more
there was like AN ARCADE
yes yes
there was para and ddr and stuff
and there was photo hunt!
so sheena debbis and me wasted like 4 bucks on photohunt
it was exceptionally difficult ytd lah
haha
there was swensons pastamania and macs orange juice
haha
im completely amazed lah

after that followed debbie to suntec wanting to see her odac stairs climbing thingy
but we couldnt find anything so we went to the arcade
GOODNESS
i spent 8 bucks lah
when yuting and adrian only spent like 4 bucks which lasted them like 2,3 shotting games for like more than an hour lah
faints.

yay.
waiting for our 'og' outing this thurs
i miss everyone frm athens beta so badlyyyyy
athens won in sr orientation2 !!!
woohoo =)
fly kite fly kiteeeee

7 March 2006

wheee
school finally started
and im loving it in cj
though it still havent got to me tt im reallie staying there for 2 years

bought the uniform alr
haha thought i cant decide whether i shld just stick with 2 suits or buy 3
and like bloody thick and hard
the collar feels more like a neck brace
and the skirt is sibei long lah
the j2s i met all tell me alter
haha
omg its just super blue there lah

i've got to know my cg better today
like wanli huiyi priscilla christine kawai song gab etc
haha
my ig is not bad afterall
though it can get reallie quiet sometimes
at least we go for breaks together =)

oh the games today are really sick lah
okay, either sick or rather boring
wth!
got one telematch is like 1st stage ur supposed to giap the sponge in between ur armpit
the bad thing is its soaked with flour water
YUCK
the 2nd stage's just melting ice
the last stage is SUPER SICK lah
u gotta stick ur hand into some gooeeeey stuff lah
its brown and the 'thing' inside is soft and slicky
we think its yeast
and we gotta dig for soya bean found RIGHT WAY at the bottom
then form the words cjc
yuck lah

haha
ig 15 are super cheats
esp alvan lah
almost every game we play we cheat
haha
like one game we were supposed to pick up 8 green clothes and we only got 7
he ripped on piece into 2 lah
so we had 8 and we won
haha

ohgosh
im getting to see my classmates tmr
haha
wonder what kinda ppl are they..

anyways, had sr cg dinner on sat
jeremy ow's treat
woohh!!
we went to some place at ps called manhattan smth smth
haha
the bill totalled up to 160+++ lah
and he paid all
awww
so sweet of him ritee
and we had a super embarassing time at the restaurant
singing super loud sr songs (haha)
taking blooody loads of photos with extra flash
aiya
wadever lah
im gonna miss them =s

4 March 2006

i seriously think im good at convinving ppl
ESPECIALLY DEBBIE
hahaha.
i convinced her like at 10 plus to come yishun watch final destination 3 with me
and thank god she did lah
if not i'd be pangsehed byJOSIAH
thanks alot lah
hahaha
okay it was gory lah
like out of the blue a head or body gets smashed and fly into ten thousand peieces and blood everywhere
but most of the scenes are OVERDONE
means the body being thrown around looks rather fake lah
haha
and i coudnt stop laughing in the theatre
conclusion, i was tt freaked afterall
its interesting anyway'
haha

and because i got to cj
debs have the excuse to get the pinky shoe bag
wahaha
and we're gonna carry it to CJ together!!!
wahahahas
every wed and fri

DEBBIE LIM PIN HUI
WHY ARE U NOT IN MY IG
I WANT TO SEE U HUG BROTHER PAUL
HAHAHAHAHA

AND OMG
THIS FRIDAY KELLY POON IS GOING SR FOR A CONCERT.
HAHAHA
DAMN!
ISNT IT LIKE LAST DAY OF ORIENTATION
HOW TO GOO!!!!!!

3 March 2006

HOW COOL IS THAT HOW COOL IS THAT HOW COOL IS THAT HOW COOL IS THAT HOW COOL IS THAT HOW COOL IS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO.

I CANT BE ANY HAPPIER NOW

THANK U LORD !!!! =))))

2 March 2006

wth!
i open this page for like 15 min alr wanting to blog
but my msn keeps blinking
haha
super duper flooded
then it goes all quiet
so weird
haha

oh my goodness lah
me and debbie seriously have some prob when we talk
haha
we did it again lah!
we talk talk talk until we walked towards the wrong escalator for the mrt
hahaha
madness

i think im so nice lah
i "arranged" debs and ian to meet
well i was supposed to bring debs to forum to see him
then he ended work early
so we sat in nydc, akwardly with his friends
-.-'''

omg!!
ms is seriously sucha damn nice place now lah!
it reallie have almost everything and i mean ALMOST EVERYTHING
theres so much to shop see buy eat play..
haha
one areas mango, topshop, zara, miss selfiege etc
and another area super duper loads of food
and my fav area; movie bowling pool arcade
woohoo!!!
and the aircon's super freezing lahs
oh and i bought my butterfly blinkblink belt!
wahaha so happieeee

anyways, debs finally got to her candy empire
i was going to puke from all tt sweet and choc smell lah
it was quite gross
but heck
starbust is freaking sweet okay
its not as nice as expected
haha

so, today was quite a fun day lahs
at least it wasnt tt boring
haha
though we didnt catch our movie
yippeeee
and i got a swenson treat from ahma!!!
awwww

1 March 2006

okay
well the bloody truth is i reallie am jealous of u
why do u also seem to have lady luck shinning on u for these things
its like so unfair lah
i want it to
i reallie want it too
but just wanting isnt gonna get me anywhere either
this round i reallie cant share ur joy
or maybe u reallie didnt even spare a bloody thought for me
in conclusion, im just freaking jealous

oh gosh
i dun believe it
i played netball today
woohhh
and it actually felt good lah
its reallie been a long long time

and i met joanna rebecca and botak!
like after so long
haha
and zoe lahs
but idol saw her alr
so heck

life is getting boring reallie
like i've finally feel hows is it like when u dun have sch but most of ur frens do
the feelings not reallie good lah
thinking of wad to do tmr is like not so fun afterall
and then u keep meeting the same ppl
not tt im sick of tt
its just starting to feel weird
a weird feeling tt i reallie dunno how to put it into words
so there

last nite's conference was funny
haha
and guess wad!
we managed to squeeze it out from ian
hahha
debbiee!!!
be happie okay
wahahaha

ohkay
and a confession to make...
i made filly late
wahaha