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25 March 2006
okay basically after this whole week of school
im still not into my class
i mean its like
im totally not comfortable there
everyone seem so fake including myself lah
its just so unreal
i miss truth like mad
i miss all the times when we can just go crazy in class
and either everyone joins in or tell u off
even still u know tt ur surrounded by YOUR FRIENDS
like in t09 i dunno what to say, how to respond and etc
im so scared tt i'll say the wrong things and thats it- like hell for the next one and a half year?
ann-marie made me feel bad for making her feel bad
i was talking to tasha after trng and i accidentally blurted out in front of ann-marie tt i didnt like our class
and then she started to feel bad cos she was the welfare head
t09 went out on thrus to ikea i think
to shop for some class decoration
i was feeling so fucking moody and i decided not to go the last min
(and thanks to anthea for keeping my company =D the mussles were nice, lets eat again!)
the next day yunxin and minzhen told me tt the trip to ikea was "hell"
they said tt the class was having a "dispute" in the middle of ikea because they couldnt agree on wad to buy
thank god i wasnt there if not i'll sure feel damn extra
its like in front of them u cant air ur views openly
like i said above im so scared tt one wrong word and everyone's against me
we just feel so bloody unwanted
in conclusion, im kind of dreading my group for project work and life in class for the rest of my jc life
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25 March 2006
okay basically after this whole week of school
im still not into my class
i mean its like
im totally not comfortable there
everyone seem so fake including myself lah
its just so unreal
i miss truth like mad
i miss all the times when we can just go crazy in class
and either everyone joins in or tell u off
even still u know tt ur surrounded by YOUR FRIENDS
like in t09 i dunno what to say, how to respond and etc
im so scared tt i'll say the wrong things and thats it- like hell for the next one and a half year?
ann-marie made me feel bad for making her feel bad
i was talking to tasha after trng and i accidentally blurted out in front of ann-marie tt i didnt like our class
and then she started to feel bad cos she was the welfare head
t09 went out on thrus to ikea i think
to shop for some class decoration
i was feeling so fucking moody and i decided not to go the last min
(and thanks to anthea for keeping my company =D the mussles were nice, lets eat again!)
the next day yunxin and minzhen told me tt the trip to ikea was "hell"
they said tt the class was having a "dispute" in the middle of ikea because they couldnt agree on wad to buy
thank god i wasnt there if not i'll sure feel damn extra
its like in front of them u cant air ur views openly
like i said above im so scared tt one wrong word and everyone's against me
we just feel so bloody unwanted
in conclusion, im kind of dreading my group for project work and life in class for the rest of my jc life
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