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19 November 2006

everytime things start to turn for the better
something else will happen
why the fuck is it always always always like that
why can't i just get what i want for the first freaking time in my freaking life
is it that hard to ask for?
oh god why are u like kidding around with me
i feel so horrible
like a hell lot of emotions stuck inside waiting to explode
yes i feel like exploding but i can't
it always at this time of the day the feeling is so strong
is it wrong to want?
then send me a sign
im tired, so tired, very tired
i just want to go home
to go home and find repost

if music be the food of love play on
give me excess of it, that surfeiting, the appetite may sicken and so die
ENOUGH! NO MORE
TWAS WAS NOT AS SWEET AS BEFORE

in love with the idea of being in love?

O time, thou must entangle this not I
its too hard a knot for me to untie


taken from twelfth night if u happen to find it familiar, everything seems so familiar