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9 March 2008

okay, so results have been released
this made time past evern more quickly yet slowly
yather yather u'll know when u experience it

had "class" lunch in the afternoon
while we were having soup restaurant
we decided that we wanted to turn up late
hahaha so we wasted ALOT of time
talk started at 2.30 while we were still shopping
lol we only reached the school at about 3.30

annry had to pay school fees so i followed her
and then the woman gave her two slips of paper
we were like stoned la "what was that"
and then i realised OMG THATS HER RESULTS
hahaha yea it was
its amazing la haha
i shant reveal anything further

ok so went to class and waited like super long
cos i missed my register no. so i had to wait till the last
and then without warning, mswang shove a photocopied paper into my face
and i realised that was my results -.-
wahlau all no warning one la
i look and i got a freaking B for gp
WTF WTF WTF!
hahahaha i see until scared ah
wth is B for gp??!!!!
my entire life i never got beyond E for gp
haha greatness la, i damn stunnnn

and then i looked down the paper
and i didnt know what to feel
happiness cos i got B for chem,
which i never studied finish and thought the paper was damn hard
and i got C for geog
omgomgomg hahahaha the never once pass geog before got a C!
studying in library helps yea :DDDD

and then i look further down and disappointment starts to set in
i GOT A FREAKING C FOR ECONS
wahlau eh i studied the hardest for that
had 2 tuitions ( i can explain this)
did a STACK of essays
and thats wad i fucking got?
and so was maths, i got a fucking B
my one chance of getting an A.....
saying that the cohort did very well and results were moderated
is just deceiving yourself, seriously
i want my A. i want my A. i want my A.
fuck

its over uh huh its over
so just thank god fo whatever you got
and tell yourself that it could have been worse

and nows the problem
with my results..can i even go uni not
ok how bout can is can
just that at the rate of the popularity of business courses
im damn bloody unsure if i can get in
PLEASE GOD OH PLEASE
I REALLY WANT BUSINESS
AND BASE ON ME BEING VERY SURE OF WHAT I WANT
PLEASE GRANT ME THIS WISH/HOPE