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2 April 2009
cos you had a bad day
i feel unhappy, like really down and out
not those random emo emo thing, no its not emo im sure
its a mix of irritation, loneliness, helpless, tired, etc and it makes me unhappy
haven't felt so helpless and unhappy in a very long while i guess
this is the perfect post for my livejournal
however, i believe i owe an explanation to those i left, in zouk
and therefore i shall pour out all my emotions, whatever there is left in me, here, now
right on second thought, theres not many emotions to pour out
its like those stuck kinda unhappiness maybe?
i dont know, i dont care.
and to E, (shit u sianghoon this representative lettering is quite addictive)
i really fell bad
thought i could maybe get a feel of the fun i usually have at mambo
looks like it really wasnt meant to be :(
that could be a possible factor of my downness.
as i sat alone, in zouk
so much things ran through my mind, some too fast for me to catch even
and i was watching this group of people having fun
yeah that was me a month ago
people kept walking past, music kept on playing
and yet i was overwhelmed with loneliness, a very weird kind of loneliness
not those random i-wished-i-had-a-boyfriend kind of loneliness
it hit me even more when a group of 3 people walked past me, of 1 i hardly even know, met possibly for the second time, and the other two, whom posibly are my bestest secondary school friend
you can probably guess as much, the one that noticed and called out was the person i hardly knew
the 2 good friends totally didnt notice and just walked past
it was probably unintentional
i dont know why this small little thing hit me so badly either
i dont know what it representated, neither do i know what point im trying to make here
it just made me more, unhappy..
my whole mood crash, i want to go home
i want to snuggle up in my big big bed surrounded by pillows, it makes me feel safer
forgive me for this random attack for unhappiness
forgive me without saying a word
i feel like crap. maybe im just tired. maybe i just need sleep
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2 April 2009
cos you had a bad day
i feel unhappy, like really down and out
not those random emo emo thing, no its not emo im sure
its a mix of irritation, loneliness, helpless, tired, etc and it makes me unhappy
haven't felt so helpless and unhappy in a very long while i guess
this is the perfect post for my livejournal
however, i believe i owe an explanation to those i left, in zouk
and therefore i shall pour out all my emotions, whatever there is left in me, here, now
right on second thought, theres not many emotions to pour out
its like those stuck kinda unhappiness maybe?
i dont know, i dont care.
and to E, (shit u sianghoon this representative lettering is quite addictive)
i really fell bad
thought i could maybe get a feel of the fun i usually have at mambo
looks like it really wasnt meant to be :(
that could be a possible factor of my downness.
as i sat alone, in zouk
so much things ran through my mind, some too fast for me to catch even
and i was watching this group of people having fun
yeah that was me a month ago
people kept walking past, music kept on playing
and yet i was overwhelmed with loneliness, a very weird kind of loneliness
not those random i-wished-i-had-a-boyfriend kind of loneliness
it hit me even more when a group of 3 people walked past me, of 1 i hardly even know, met possibly for the second time, and the other two, whom posibly are my bestest secondary school friend
you can probably guess as much, the one that noticed and called out was the person i hardly knew
the 2 good friends totally didnt notice and just walked past
it was probably unintentional
i dont know why this small little thing hit me so badly either
i dont know what it representated, neither do i know what point im trying to make here
it just made me more, unhappy..
my whole mood crash, i want to go home
i want to snuggle up in my big big bed surrounded by pillows, it makes me feel safer
forgive me for this random attack for unhappiness
forgive me without saying a word
i feel like crap. maybe im just tired. maybe i just need sleep
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