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19 October 2009

i feel as if my life is in a huge dilemma
thanks or no thanks to this supposed quarter life crisis

happiness is short-lived
emo-ness triumphs most of the time

things i have i take for granted
things i dont have i want to badly
no wait, its come to a point where i dont know what i want, seriously
(minus a car, that doesnt count)

humans, never ever contented
maybe thats what life is for, to continuously seek for things
no wait, i dont know what i'm seeking for

i lack motivation, most of the time
laziness, another weakness

technically, im a pretty messed up person inside
i can even play bejewelled for a night, feel super bored, and yet continue playing

what the fuck is wrong with me!!!!