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24 December 2009

just got back from thai disco
omg la, it did not occur to me that i've actually been to club nana -.-
its actually the good ol' plush, or even earlier, club momo
minus a few things here and there

we missed mambo, i miss mambo
i miss those stupid party days, dont have to worry much, just go and kena kena kena and then fly so high and be so happy
its so hard to get high these days, sigh
partly cos my wallet is a restriction, and my alcohol tolerance is amazingly rising all thanks to chubi's trainings
i drank such a mix today (again), now i feel like im brewing a hangover
the most recent type where i get bloody bloated for the next full day and it sucks
i was almost high today, but bloody zouk was so crowded i waited so long to re-enter that i got frustrated and sober up from that not-even-enough-to-fly highness

butter's not as good as it sounds
the only 2 things commendable are the nice walls and decor, and the peanut butter shots which was really awesome, but tasted like the cowgirl shots i bought back for chubis from melbourne

okay im ending the partying stuff here cos the main reason i came to blog was after reading someone's blog. that someone will remain anonymous, for now.
anyways, it reminded me of a conversation with a friend few days ago, sort of about relationships
he asked how would i know if someone was interested in me
and my reply was, if i knew i'd be attached by now

true aint it? haha maybe i should study some psychology thingy, can read ppl's mind
its cool yet uncool. cool because you can finally know what ppl are thinking, but uncool if its bad things about you that their thinking........
okay wtfx. im totally in a love-hate relationship with my current single status
that statement itself doesnt need further explanation

well my imagination do run wild at times (rather at many times)
and sometimes, or rather again most of the times, i wonder what is the reason of not being able to find the other half haha physical appearance? character? or just fate?
think so much, say so much, also no answer
wtfx now im starting to talk to myself not cool at all, must be the brewing hangover lol

okay maybe i'll just leave that for now, end this rubbish long post, blow my hair and go to bed

oh ya, i bought a mini hair straightener from melb. and so far its working quite well, though my stupid hair will curl back in less than an hour but its been fun hehe

happy christmas eve, im going to midnight mass hoho