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23 March 2008
life is full of ups and downs
and it sucks when your brought to heaven
only to find yourself instantly falling down to hell again
your mood is made of many small things
little things makes you easily happy
yet little things makes you easily sad
people disappoints
but the disappointment is greater when your expectations are higher
especially from people closer to you
i have a patience ok
and it can hit its limit anytime
LAN started out great
but it didnt quite work out for me in the end
it was just the sequence of events that happened to me
reach there, not raining yet
put down things start to dristle
hurry up set up tent, slack awhile
started to pour
some of us entered the tent (bloody 2man tent)
the rest of the guys took our umbrellas and left
greatness, he touch my umbrella and it spoiled instantly
we sat in the tent, it started leaking from all different directions
kp and olsen were drenched INSIDE the tent
the left and the tent situation was literally flooding
rain stopped, more ppl start to come
the fires were finally started
and i had to leave
cousin was sick, had to attend mass alone
walk damn far, got a taxi
great taxi driver didnt know how to get there
started walkie-ing all his friends
finally found out, costed me TIME and MONEY
reached there late, looking super underdressed
had to stand and the corner
warden kept starring, didnt have a candle
looked like a goon
stood for 3 hours
however besides the mass being very long and draggy
it was an interesting experience
baptism was the original dipping whole body in font
choir was really good
it became more of a spiritual musical for me
really loved the music
and the priest was really funny
father boscow i think
so mass finish, cabbed back to pasir ris park
met huilin and raymond, leaving
cut across the grass, 'plunged' into a pool mud -.-
it literally splashed up to my thighs...
reached the pits, could find faces i wanted to see most
those that were there were leaving too
they didnt say much more and left
seriously thank god for alan, don the porn, cheryl, shiyong and daryl
alan obviously had to wait for me hehe
but yea they were the last company i had
i only managed to eat chicken wings and friedrice/beehoon
thank god for the chicken wings they were great
but its kinda sad
"who ask u go to church" huh
WE had to clean the whole damn place
bloody 2 pits
full of rubbish all over the place
and full of mud in between, i keep stepping on
at least they got to try my na shou chicken wings
those that left too bad
but i really felt very sad
waiting so long to see everyone
and then got held up by mass :(
so we packed up, carry all the stupid things home
went to bed and got up damn early today
considering i slept at almost 5
called chubi for 4 fucking hours with no respond
couldnt plan anything
original plan failed
and thats when i exploded
im sorry i sound damn fucked
but sorry it came at this time
when everything is accumulated
and my mood went crashing down to rock bottom
didnt want to do anything but to stay home and sleep
i guess i was tired, too tired
i am actually
i seem to have to many things, yet too much time
yet again not enough time
i dont even know whats going on in my life
waiting like a hopeless idiot for that one guy
always being there for friends
when i dont feel like they're there for me
always planning/organising things
and ending up doing most of the things, and sai kang
and it feels like if im not around
they dont know how to ask everyone else out themselves
it is a pleasure initially
however its TIRING
u hear me? tiring.
i feel so bloody empty
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23 March 2008
life is full of ups and downs
and it sucks when your brought to heaven
only to find yourself instantly falling down to hell again
your mood is made of many small things
little things makes you easily happy
yet little things makes you easily sad
people disappoints
but the disappointment is greater when your expectations are higher
especially from people closer to you
i have a patience ok
and it can hit its limit anytime
LAN started out great
but it didnt quite work out for me in the end
it was just the sequence of events that happened to me
reach there, not raining yet
put down things start to dristle
hurry up set up tent, slack awhile
started to pour
some of us entered the tent (bloody 2man tent)
the rest of the guys took our umbrellas and left
greatness, he touch my umbrella and it spoiled instantly
we sat in the tent, it started leaking from all different directions
kp and olsen were drenched INSIDE the tent
the left and the tent situation was literally flooding
rain stopped, more ppl start to come
the fires were finally started
and i had to leave
cousin was sick, had to attend mass alone
walk damn far, got a taxi
great taxi driver didnt know how to get there
started walkie-ing all his friends
finally found out, costed me TIME and MONEY
reached there late, looking super underdressed
had to stand and the corner
warden kept starring, didnt have a candle
looked like a goon
stood for 3 hours
however besides the mass being very long and draggy
it was an interesting experience
baptism was the original dipping whole body in font
choir was really good
it became more of a spiritual musical for me
really loved the music
and the priest was really funny
father boscow i think
so mass finish, cabbed back to pasir ris park
met huilin and raymond, leaving
cut across the grass, 'plunged' into a pool mud -.-
it literally splashed up to my thighs...
reached the pits, could find faces i wanted to see most
those that were there were leaving too
they didnt say much more and left
seriously thank god for alan, don the porn, cheryl, shiyong and daryl
alan obviously had to wait for me hehe
but yea they were the last company i had
i only managed to eat chicken wings and friedrice/beehoon
thank god for the chicken wings they were great
but its kinda sad
"who ask u go to church" huh
WE had to clean the whole damn place
bloody 2 pits
full of rubbish all over the place
and full of mud in between, i keep stepping on
at least they got to try my na shou chicken wings
those that left too bad
but i really felt very sad
waiting so long to see everyone
and then got held up by mass :(
so we packed up, carry all the stupid things home
went to bed and got up damn early today
considering i slept at almost 5
called chubi for 4 fucking hours with no respond
couldnt plan anything
original plan failed
and thats when i exploded
im sorry i sound damn fucked
but sorry it came at this time
when everything is accumulated
and my mood went crashing down to rock bottom
didnt want to do anything but to stay home and sleep
i guess i was tired, too tired
i am actually
i seem to have to many things, yet too much time
yet again not enough time
i dont even know whats going on in my life
waiting like a hopeless idiot for that one guy
always being there for friends
when i dont feel like they're there for me
always planning/organising things
and ending up doing most of the things, and sai kang
and it feels like if im not around
they dont know how to ask everyone else out themselves
it is a pleasure initially
however its TIRING
u hear me? tiring.
i feel so bloody empty
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