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22 October 2008

warning: a possible wordy and emo post
disclaimer: dont need to read la. its 2am. im emo. i think.

`eugen|e the second story says:
omg
`eugen|e the second story says:
im like reading ur past posts
`eugen|e the second story says:
haha
`eugen|e the second story says:
those time were fun lar!! when we just got to know each other better
taa; melancholy says:
huh
taa; melancholy says:
u wu liao is it
taa; melancholy says:
haha
taa; melancholy says:
is it the sushi one
taa; melancholy says:
haha
`eugen|e the second story says:
haha yar
taa; melancholy says:
hahaha
taa; melancholy says:
u upgraded from DUA to BESTIE
taa; melancholy says:
hahaha
`eugen|e the second story says:
the still trying to figure each other out phase
`eugen|e the second story says:
hahaha
taa; melancholy says:
er..
taa; melancholy says:
that phrase sounded a little off
`eugen|e the second story says:
whatever lar
`eugen|e the second story says:
just want to say that
`eugen|e the second story says:
even though now things are abit cold ar.. like stuck there stale bread type of situation
`eugen|e the second story says:
ur're still my bestie okay!!!!
taa; melancholy says:
everything around me started to float
and so did the FLOATING PLATFORM
damn i could walk straight
taa; melancholy says:
LOL
`eugen|e the second story says:
hahahahaa
taa; melancholy says:
thats the best
`eugen|e the second story says:
hahahaa
taa; melancholy says:
hai
taa; melancholy says:
maybe i should call u my idol
`eugen|e the second story says:
huh
`eugen|e the second story says:
how come?
taa; melancholy says:
dunno leh
taa; melancholy says:
i see u like some superwoman
`eugen|e the second story says:
eh
`eugen|e the second story says:
whr got
`eugen|e the second story says:
if im superwoman i'll........(privacy 1101)
taa; melancholy says:
ok ur near being superwoman
taa; melancholy says:
at least ur level of motivations and self happiness is slightly higher than me
taa; melancholy says:
i think our lives has changed tremendously this few mths
taa; melancholy says:
at least for me it did
`eugen|e the second story says:
really?
`eugen|e the second story says:
in what way?
taa; melancholy says:
transition period
taa; melancholy says:
from A levels
taa; melancholy says:
to long holidays
taa; melancholy says:
to ndp exco
taa; melancholy says:
to camps which was abit screwed at first
taa; melancholy says:
some stupid ***** fucked me up
taa; melancholy says:
then fuck a***** up
taa; melancholy says:
then appeal to uni
taa; melancholy says:
get thru to uni
taa; melancholy says:
orientation camps to new school life to hostel life
taa; melancholy says:
dont u think its alot alot
taa; melancholy says:
and me forever langbei-ing
`eugen|e the second story says:
hmm thats life i guess


holy shit thats life
come to think of it
i was forced to get use to life.
play too hard, tired
dont play, sian
study, doubly sian
what else can i possibly do?

anyways theres much more to the convo
and i just had to say
i love this girl alot alot
ok stop at the yellow line before the trains takes u to lesbianism
like i said if i had to rate my friends
she amazingly zoomed up to top 3
-i dont know how dont know why
possibly cos everyone else is so busy with life recently
and everyone else is emo too
maybe its golbal warming that causes the emo season
too much UV rays in the head zomggg.

how to find that spark.
tell me tell me
i'll give u a million bucks
blah. monopoly money
but i'll give u million kisses or whatever.
rah

i still got somemore assignments left to do @#$%^&*(!


on a trying-to-make-it-lighter-note
i realise my good friends have INTERESTING NAMES
chubis (thy stnix clique)
[ok claire is a chubi too, she was the pioneer actually]
{within: chubi yong, chubi kun, chubi leong, chubi moch, chubi KKBZ)
alcohol induced churchies
sistaa (olsen)
buddies (gerald and shawn)
girlfriend (andrew hurhur)
pal (annmarie)
bestie (eugenie)
even day boyfriend (wait i want a breakup)(jc)
part time boyfriend (barron)

ehhh. did i miss anyone out?

whatever the case is
whether your listed or not
i hope that you've realised that i love my friends ALOT ALOT.
until that my parents are jealous.
im not bluffing.
maybe thats what u get when your the only child
loneliness, reliance and dependance
bahhhhhhhh

WHY SO SERIOUS

omg i should bang my head now
gosh if i were to have more good friends im running out of names