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24 December 2008

moodless moddles moddles moodlessssssss
totally moodless

this year feels so weird. like a dream?
no, not that unrealistic
neither does it feel real
eeeeeeeekkkkk

new year didnt feel like new year
birthday didnt feel like birthday
uni dont feel like uni
christmas dont feel like christmas
especially since every year my family does almost the same thing
yes at this very moment, the priest is in my house having dinner
for the nth time..

the cliques broken broken broken
as least thats what i see and what i feel
its damn hard to get everyone together these days
god the woman on tv damn bitch eek

wahlau im directionless today sial
apart from church, i really dont know where im heading today
i just know i should get smashed so i dont have to worry about any thing else
mambo's gonna be damn effing crowded and i think i have to break my mambo momentum damnit

wahlauuuuuuuuuuuu
it seems nearly impossible to bring the festive mood back
and it seems almost impossible for me to stop ranting
gosh