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20 April 2009
what theatre does to us

my body just freaking rejected sleep WTF.
yet im in a state of zombie-ness, my eyes are hot and can't really stay open

BUT I JUST CANNOT FREAKING FALL BACK ASLEEP.

i should really get my ass down to some studying.
but its just not working for slacker me.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

why do i bloody hell lack that motivation and discipline to get down to studying?
i think in my whole life, the time i studied the hardest was the MONTH before A levels.
it wasnt exactly very hardworking either ha.
but at least sitting in front of your books and starring into space feels better than my current state of zombieness.

blame it on the stupid ts production. no, blame it on the portfolio.

no, blame it on myself -.-

oh where oh where is mr motivation? come and rescue me




what theatre does to us.