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4 May 2009

TAA is TIRED.
freaking tired, burntout

for the past two days felt like I've mugged the hardest in my university life.
bloody ts.
why am i so freaking affected by that
(and its only 25% woahhhhhh)

even I myself was amazed at my nervousness and determination 

oh did i mention,
today 5 min before ts paper
i just had to go to the toilet and puke -.-
and i insisted that I was fine though i felt like crap just so I could take the freaking paper
not gonna let so much hardwork go down the drain

zomg what is happening to meeeeeeeeeeeee

im not a mugger
im not a mugger
im not a mugger

i must maintain my slacker reputation (zzzz)


oh oh
i was planning to blog about the japanese woman we met last night
(which i think added onto my stress level too)

was at the kopitiam in town after mugging at smu with the theatre ppl
so andre and I started on the whole jap thing
(cos jap paper's today..)
after walking around and not being able to decide on what to eat
i spoke in my as-usually-damn-loud voice and asked andre "what he wanted to eat" IN JAP.
just at that moment the woman sitting in front of me turned and smile
and i noticed the magazine she had on the table was all in JAPANESE.

and it turned abit paiseh already.
after I bought my food and on my way back,
the woman called out to me and started speaking in JAP, asking where chijmes was
heres the best, I pointed and said "around there"
she was like "NO NO SPEAK IN JAPANESE"
gahhhhhhhhhhh stress sia
i was sweating.
profusely.
so andre and I were trying to dig up random jap words to converse with her hahaha

ITS REALLY QUITE AN EXPERIENCE ahahahaha
a hell stress one.
but that was cool

i sounded like a super stuck duck talking in mix languages
like "my tomodachi" hahahahahaha



one more paper
one more day
the big M (: