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13 May 2008
they want me

first things first
didnt really have a good day today

i fucked my FASS interview up
and when i mean fuck, i really me FUCK
i said things that put myself down
and the more i say, the worse it got
until the "what the fuck" look appeared on their faces

damn it i fucking hate politics
the only reason why i want to get into FASS because
i kinda realised business is not my kind after all
all in all, its fucked for now
until i receive a letter that starts with A

next up
i failed my bsic trial test
fuck la
how long must i take to pass this stupid test
by the time i ever get to drive
people are probably driving spaceships alr -.-

however a bowl of ba chor mee made me happy
with extra vinegar
but a stupid %1.50 ice milo killed my joy
went arcade to try to make myself happier
favourite machine
i accidentally tapped my card twice, it deducted 2 credits
i pressed the wrong thing
failed at 2nd and 1st stage respectively
FUCK SIA

dragged myself to office
and was super sleepy
huiwen and i both fell asleep
and found out a huge secret for now
which i cannot reveal and its killing me already
shit

i do sound pretty fucked dont i?
please try to make me happy
im like almost totally drained
thank you, friend