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26 April 2008

TIRED TIRED TIRED
this time is really damn tired
and its the whole body work to the last bit of strength
such that its full of lactic acid now
and aching to the core

my neck hurts
my back is sore
my shoulders are freaking stiff
my hands are aching
and my shin hurts like fuck
i even got a butt cheek cram -.-

lets see
my first time in SJI
my first time as runner
stnix first time camp with campha
i've never done so much first aid in my entire life
(i had like more than 20 casualties seriously)
i've never filled up so much water
i've never carried so much heavy stuff consistently for 2 days
i've never walked so much in these recent days

but still i got to say
this st nix camp was just amazing la
brought back so much memories
and its damn fun seeing the teachers' expression
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!!!!!!!!!"
i heard that like at least 5 times
and its like a weird thingly feeling of having your teachers watch you at work
super weird
i wished i had a group though :S
i dont want to be runner, esp not at SJI
wahlau so tiring :((((( although somehow theres still a sense of accomplishment

campfire was good
although i chose wrong major to sit in cos they ahem abit boring during transition time
the performances were good
almost totally original - stnix style
hell yea the st nix culture was there and strong
and i bet the other instructors could feel it
as compared to other camps where its all the same old stuff
the most interesting thing i heard so far?
one girl wanted to burp as her campfire talent performance
LOL
interesting thing no2
the girls actually used mrs yeo's x = minus b....formula song as a cheer!
hahahahaa and they made her go up and "dance"

and, i must keep learning
i am still learning
alot of things are just mind over matter
watching the kids do monster inc upslope really did touch me
it was that tingly feeling again
its whether u want to push on and perservere
dont let any other things/one affect you
yeah!

ok im seriously tired
and going into a black/coma state
i'll be back