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25 June 2008

ok i know i havent been blogging
but lifes pretty much boring and monotonous
at least nothing super big that might probably interest u
not that i can think of

im still coughing and that is sad
cos i finally found a new job
(im selling ice cream at udders btw, thanks to alan)
but coughing and ice cream just dont go
imagine faces of disgusted customers when i cough right into the whole ice cream fridge
i'd run away man! and never patronise that stall again
bahhhhhhhh :S

i've decided that i'll do camps at a super ad-hoc basis
and i'll try to go for day events or 2d1n camps as much as possible
sigh, i think i really lost the spark after so many things happen
and its a pity so many ppl left/are leaving
oh wells, you cant please every single body so there

and i've discovered something recently
that is, mood is totally affected if you're alone or cooped up at home too long
hahaha
at least for me, i get grumpy
and its kinda true actually
cos when u face the stupid computer, you dont talk and u dont get fresh air
maybe thats the reason why harhar
so now u know what have i been doin if i appear grumpy/moody

havent met chubis in ages
everyone has been busy
and basically i lost touch in the clubbing and partying world
somehow i prefer to stay at home, watch youtube and be grumpy
rather than being out there, drinking and making a fool out of myself when im drunk
sounds like a total change of lifestyle huh
i've been a good girl, well abeeeet lah.
and the thought of coming home super late in a cab is damn turn off
1) my freaking security guard gives me that look everytime im home late in a cab
(he still does, he probably think im some super rich spoiled girl when IM NOT)
2) taxi fare are just damn bloody expensive to accept lah
nahbei jump 20 cent heart also kena stab 20 times
besides, im not earning enough to last me so many 30 dollar taxi rides home
3)errrrr. i scared some tiko driver drive me to some ulu road and dont know do what, so i dont dare to sleep which results in a horrible uncomfortable ride home

might as well as just at home from the start right.
aye whatever the case is, i also cant stay home too long
i need my social life back to
maybe i can allow some exceptions when CHUBI KUN is back in singapore
damn i do miss her

meanwhile
staying at home too much is also making me FAT
not like im not fat already but its making me fatter argh damnit
i think the time of the month is coming
cos i cant seem to stop munching damnit

time for some exercise!
i shall start my swimming routine again
if time allows me
and laziness doesnt get the better of me

ndp is kinda killing me
with @#$%^&*(! horrible deployment plans to churn out
admin programmes to churn out in less than a day, or rather few hours
meetings and meetings after meetings
and boring boring boring infomation overload
however i have to admit that i do like it to a relatively large extent
because the PLANNING COMMITEE is love. it has been fun afterall
(although im the main contributor thank you harhar)
but yah i enjoy their company and presence haha
and although my DUA EH MIA ALOT ALOT
and everytime also got miscommunication at crucial moment
and always at crucial moments everything throw to me
i still love her alot alot
somehow or another, our personalities are pretty much alike
our mindset is pretty much similar
and finally, we can hang out and go crazy and laugh like mad women pretty much
oh and of course not forgetting the new SOICs im getting to know
ppl like alex are hella fun too - just by the l.o.v.e thing alone can make me laugh
so therefore in conclusion, NDP is pretty much <3

so this post is getting kinda long
i dont know who will read
but yar if u miss me please do call me we can work something out
haha cos im kinda lacking in social life ah
or at least im getting abit tired from talking to strangers
forcing smile out although im dead tired
and trying so hard to rahrah bloody irritating kids, although sometimes it can be fun
but still..u can the point
i need to soak in the presence of good ol' secondary school or jc friends
or maybe even primary school friend (aka liangtong i miss u hurry come back from hk)
or maybe church friends that i always nag but they always dont bother to call and now that we hardly meet each other in church although we're called church friends

btw i know its kinda late alr, but good luck for mid years :D:D:D