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5 April 2008

im in the fucked up mood. again.
bumming ard everyday is seriously not the solution
i need a job fast and quick
and also because im near to bankrupt once again

oh if you didnt know
im not doing camps anymore
not in the near future at least
why?
cos its fucked up
i seriously dont know what did i do
or who i fucking offended
such that some irritants who dont even know me, are passing rumours abt me
whats with the sucking attitude and all
like hello
even if its an one-off incident it doesnt mean one thing totally right
who cant have minor screw ups
you, whom i dont even know
is making things so big
spreading around
spoiling my fucking reputation
even if i did something wrong
its just not fair to me right
secondly, you dont even know me well or worse still personally
how you know wads going on
if its in the attitude, then why cant u come and fucking HELP ME when u see that im heading in the wrong direction
being new doesnt deserved to be judged
not especially when i was only give 2 fucking chances
i only did 2 damn camps
there is only that many people i know
so please, if you dont know me
just shut up and stay out of it
if its a mistake on my part
tell it to my face i will think about it and apologise
using low down means behind my back wont work ok

who wldnt be pissed after hearing such things about themselves
i have that right dont i
if its going to be like that
why stay on
a reputable company pasing such jokes around is just simple degrading la come on
i just want my pay and i'll move on

and if theres any follow up or misunderstanding to this issue
i will blog about it
and apologise if i have to
meanwhile
stop it already
im not even near


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on a lighter note
im seriously broke
why?
cos thanks to barron

its not his fault actually
considering he spent quite alot also

but thinking back it was quite a waste spending on food and useless entertainment
play so much arcade got what use
in the end it doesnt create another path to uni doesnt it?

however, i must mention this "japanese" restaurant we came across
its not even a restaurant
its so small and tiny
it should probably be called an eatery
its located at meridien shopping center,
the corner opposite monster cue
the whole atmosphere simply made me feel like i was in japan for a moment
hahaha although i think the shopkeeper were chinese
no if they were watching NHK, they shld know jap right?
maybe they're japanese who knows chinese
ok whatever

the foods...alright la
although the yakitori was quite small
and salty
i dunno
its just the whole feel i guess
u can go try it out

photos soon
after some navy boy uploads it
until then
ciao baby ciao