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31 August 2005

hahahahahas.
today was.
well.
quite fun.
hahas
at least my throat had fun.
wahahahas.

went klunch with yink and jos this early afternoon
wahhhhh.
si bei shiok ah.
sang loads of songs superstars sang.
hahas.
i exceptionally love the kang ding qing ge and mei li ben nu ren.
woooohhh.
so good.
hahas.
sang twice.
just shiok lah.
the soya chicken rice was nice.
hehehe.
at least it was SERVED EARLY
not like some bloody place.
location so good service so poor
bullshitttttt
cant stand it.
i actually left kbox on time for the 1st time in my entire life.
hahahas.
wanted to extend actually.
but it was ex.
10 bucks +++ for 3 hrs
when klunch only 5-7+++ for 3 hrs and lunch.
oh wells.

was supposed to study with angie but she pangseh me
haha.
i was left alone STRANDED in yishun
and so i went down to yinks hse
REALLIE TO STUDY
well i did study.
but in the midst of loads of songs
hahas
esp our hot picks!
recorded them in yinks program
quite cool
can record in layers.
in fact quite pro lah.
sing until my throat damn sore.
hahas
but its GOOD.
im damn it putting the song we recorded into my ipod.
hahas.
though its quite freaky listening to urself sing
and when u try to sing along u cant hear urself and YET ur hearing urself
muahahaa.
oh wells.

cant wait for superstar finals
boohooo.
no more tv on weds and thurs after tmr is over.
sighhhhhh

30 August 2005

ahh, rushing for time need to go for kimmy's lesson !
shuk here anyway...
late alr .. yink still needs to update la....

OKAY. YINK HERE. i rock this blog!! woohoo no typo errors. =x

kimmy is so biased lah, whole day scold me one =((

tablemates hahahhahahahahahhahaahaha



woooh.
im in the art room now.
hahas.
looking at tt xiaxues blog with shuk and yink.
wooohhh.

aiyoh.
these 2 days so excited sia.
hahas.
ytd went to k with yink and bunbun
shiok shiok boh
hahas.
and i sang mei li de ben nu ren !
i think i sounded quite okay.
hahas.
shiok lah.
well.
sang more guys songs.
hahas.
wahlau
bunbun is damn freakin loud lah.
can sing without mic also so loud!
hahas.
me and yink were desperately trying to TEACH him how to pull his mic when he la ying
aiyo.
jialat.

ohwells.
i want to k again tmr !!
grahhhh.
im bloody addicted to k-ing now lah
haha.
our hui jia cant make it.
our xie yi shou ge was screwed up
oh wells
im gonna make a list of songs i wanna sing when i k again.
wahahahs.
which is tmr unless until after Os
wahahaha

okay.
the art room is bloody hot lah.
the fans are not working lah.
bloody.

mep later.
2nd insrtu.
bleah.
i think im gonna screw it up
again.
hahas.
i think i'll get higher than my piano lah !
no no no.
i think i'll fail.
aiyah.
zhong er yan zhi
im gonna screw it up bad.

cant wait for this thurs and 7 oct.
wheeeee.

26 August 2005


we're kissing!!! muacks !!!



well. i was singing. lol



my very 1st shot with yinks k750i



we're still kissing! DO NOT DISTURB!!! lol



omg !!!
mep was a blast !
hahas
love it actually
never loved it tt much.
pon sch on wed to stay at home and study.
went to sch in the afternoon to attend revision lessons
thought it was useless until mr cher gave us the notes
he was like "very impt"
haha
so mug lah !
mugmugmug.
really came out
hahas.
anyways.
on thurs i found out frm toylyn when i entered the bus tt i need not go to sch!!!
so me manda and nat rushed out letter not to attend lesson
haha
it wasnt needed anyway
oh wells
stayed in the mep room to mug
it was shiok lah
aircon like winter liddat!
hahas
and our stuffs were all over the floor!
we took the speakers frm the coms outside
( we were in the ensemble room)
we looked like thefts lah !
and so we had surround sound of classical symphony!
and then we got chsed out
into the canteen.
bloody.
and we continue mugging
damn
i never mugged so hard before!!!

like 15 mins before the exam we were standing outside the mep room trying to cram some movement 2
haha
the modulatory passage had so many keys
so i came out with ALL ELEPHANTS CAN BOUNCE
hahas.
and then rachel added a all minor elephants can bounce cos e was a minor key.
hahas
not abit tio !!!
shiok !!!
the essay too
finger prints of prokofiev
mr cher rocks lah.
day before give out notes
hahas.
so tt was mep
we never felt so happie walking out of the mep room before!
oh wells
tts for mep


had eng today
well
it wasnt reallie bad
but neither was it reallie good
it was cheesy and cliched
well.
my essay tt is.
haha
i've never writen a more cliched essay !
haha
i wanna see how much i get
i think i'd screwed it up
wldnt surprise with WEIRD comments
haha

waiting for ms chan now.
darn
she's getting later and later.
oh yea.
darn
i got the same examiners for 1st and 2nd instru
liddat die lahhh.......

23 August 2005

oh wells.
im supposed to be studying mep but.
take a tiny weeny break (yea right)
im in the art room with michele.
wahlau.
eng oral sucls to the core.
at least for me.
the topic was ridiculous.
knowledge and experience.
bullshit lah.
i think i screwed it up badly.

nxt up is mep.
oh dear.
im freakin gonna score darn high to prove tt bloody occ wrong lah.
i feel so hardworking.
when im studying and daddie and mommie comes into my room one after another to SLEEP
bleah.
rocks !
i feel like i noe everything yet when it comes to the real paper i foprget everything.
rahhhh.
i wished i could be lucky and hit jackpot like manda.
shes damn lucky lah.
so its world music and more world music now.
why does everyone says tt wong yeung foong's blog is so good.
he's a bloody mad man lah.
know so much things.
right.
this reminds me of oral.
(yet again)
sigh sigh sigh.

I WISHED Os WOULD HURRY UP BE OVER.

14 August 2005

kinda random but yea. hahas.
just testing ! =)



omg.
no one wld believe this.
hahas.
i was at sakae sushi with angie gerald and olsen.
hahas.
i ate terriyaki bento and ice lemon tea.
guess wad.
they only charged us for the coloure plates !
so i only had to pay for my chawanmushi !
hahahahs.
shiok man !
we paid and quikly run off lah !
later one person run after us and chase us for more money !
wahahahs.
shiok shiok
so we split the money and buy ice cream to share!
wahoooo !

okay.
not so happie nxt.
basket !
daddie play me out !
he was supposed to fetch me home.
and give a lift to angie on the way.
then he passed me the key and ask me to take the shuttle bus cos he's gonna fetch mummie to hospital to see my uncle.
grrrrrr.

nvm.
at least i get to cat6ch my superstar results encore.
hahas.
so sad !
my derrick's out.
booohooooo =(

13 August 2005

hmm. yesterday was really a funny day.
well.
it kinda started of a little bad.
got back chi results.
it was definitely not good.
looking at the faces of chicken and chen siew mei was horrible lah.
they seemed like they forever to talk finish.
i mean we were alr so nervous and u talk so long.
and the talk wasnt abit negative.
how to NOT feel nervous.
and so i couldnt take it and start crying.
well.
i guess the nerves was getting the better of shukun too.
and so she started crying with me.
i guess the xin li zhun bei i made was not enough.
damn it not enough.

and so we were queueing up to look at our results.
me and anthea crowded together.
on the printed sheet i saw like a row of 1s.
but it couldnt be right.
check again.
look at the name list under "O level chinese"
fuck it
just fuck it.
i got a 3 lah.
wad shit is that.
ah yes.
i couldnt see anymore.
my eyes were terribly wet.
i guess the whole class kinda freaked out when they saw me and anthea in such a reaction.
and i all i could see in a certain corner of my eyes were more and more ppl crying.
and mrs pearce was so kind to rub it in
wahlau.
darn pissed.
went out and called mummy.
well.
she was DAMN BLUR.
well.
surprisingly she said it was good.
then i called liangtong.
oh freak.
she's got an a1.
i mean im not looking it at a funny way but i feel so darn bad myself.
i mean i thought all the while m chi shld be able to secure me at least an a2.
so this proves one thing.
am i over confident ?
how i wished on mon when i go to sch chicken makes an announcement and say tt the chi results are wrong.
i'll scream for joy.
but its "if only"
how many "if only" comes true?
haha.
almost non.
it wld be a BIG miracle if it did.
anyway tts for chi.
how disappointing

after i got into the car my dad told me he had a good news for me.
well.
at least i finall passed grade 8.
and i didnt have to learn 3 news songs.
tts good news.
for the day.
i went home and look at the results comments.
gosh !
im good man.
hahas.
for one thing i passed all pieces.
and piece c gave me a 25 marks.
\woohooooo.
i passed sight reading???
i thought i screwed it up badly by keep stopping
haha.
who knows
i seriously think its sympathy marks.
okay lah.
for once i passed all componets.
tts good news compared to chi at least.

okay.
and so i was forced to go to church at night to give thanks.
well.
rocks.
i tio birshit when i was one step slow in entering the car.
ahhhhhhh.
bloody bird.
i think it lau sai lah.
the shit was red and watery
maybe eat too much chilli.
grrrrrr.
suay ah.

anyways.
the whole of yesterday has been a big dream.
so unreal yet so real.
sigh.
this is life

8 August 2005

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO ME !!!!
wahahas.
fine
im even one day late to wish myself
but ohwells.
hahas.

it was fun yea.
and it was funny.
we with mich, ys, shuk, yink and anthea to billy bombers
well.
angie came along for awhile cos her fren stood her up (wahaha)
yup.
milkshake was freakin good!!!
hahas.
i shared fried chicken with ys and spaghetti marinara with mich
wooohoooooo !!!!
its freakin good man !
yink's buffalo smelled abit pungeont though.
hahas.
but it was not bad lah.

hmmmm.
went to watch wedding crashes.
wad an nc 16 movie to begain my 16 years with.
hahas.
it was freakin funny but its uh.
horny ?
hahas
crap.

sigh.
i was supposed to eat genki sushi with daddy.
ended up eating ba chor mee at tp.
oh wells.
the meat noodle.
all time favourite.

THANKS YOU MICH AND YS FOR THE PANDANT.
OR WADEVER ITS SPELT (PENDENT? PENDANT? PANDANT? PANDENT?)
HAHAS.
THOUGH I SAW IT BEING BOXED UP RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
THANKS SHUKS YINKS AND ANTHEA FOR THE WALLET.
HAHAS.
THOUGH I WAS REALLIE INTO BELIEVING ANTHEA HAD A TUMMY ACHE AND WENT TO PANGSAI FOR LIKE SO LONG.

THANKS TAAAA FOR THE BAG !
HEHE.
I THINK IM GOING MAD.

OH WELLS I CANT HELP IT.
IM LEGALLY 16.
HAHAS.
THE NXT WILL BE 18.
WAHHOOOO !!!!
I LOVE EVERYONE LOADS !!!

6 August 2005

okay okay.
im updating !!!
hahas.
its been a long time.
hahas.
i havent updated abt confi also lah.
hahas

okay.
i shall start frm tt.
hmm.
haha.
i think my ego was swelling.
tong kept praising me.
hahas.
i look so diff.
i dun believe it.
hahas.
tt was like the sexiest thing i wore since sec sch.
wahahas.
i love it all.

hmmm.
schs been okay actually.
im enjoying all the tests.
hahas.
at least i takes away lesson time
okay lah.
but im still not studying.
oh boy.
i wonder wads realie gonna motivate me lah.
mep is so screwed up.
its like waste my 4 years
sigh.

hmm.
wad else.
oh ya
i was like so bloody pissed when i didnt get my fone cos m1 bloody hell changed its plan to 21 mths.
bloody hell gotta wait until 14 sep.
but yet again.
with all the tests going on time will past reallie fast.
hmmm.
anyways i gotta ipod.
i made sure he bought it for me.
haha.
esp when i was so pissed off.

yup.
i dun feel like blogging anymore.
hahas.
i cant remember anything esle

ohohoh.
super star !!!
wahaha.
my derrick is in.
muahaha.
shou fang kai long time out lah.
haha
anyways he cant sing
i like kelly and xinhui !!!
arghhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
so pretty
hehe