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31 October 2009

the family is the world's most strongest unit

its been a rare but simple family day
soaked in the presence of each other
the chinese family is conservative with words
but indeed is sweet within the heart

those mushy words that i find myself never able to say to them
i will put it here to serve as a reminder to self:
i love my family, no matter how small it may be

:)

30 October 2009

FUCK YOU BLOODY 3215 REPORT
FUCK YOU BLOODY UTU REPORT
FUCK YOU (well a little bit less) 2208

arghhhh
i need my beauty sleep

this semester is damned with moral dillemmas

24 October 2009

USA WORK & TRAVEL 2010

"i'm gonna offer you guys jobs.."


i'm going HERE!!!!!



well it was all good apart from having to wake up at 7am, rush to suntec and then waited for a good 4 hours plus...
okay i shouldnt complain.



I CANT WAIT!!!! :D:D:D

20 October 2009

cured, temporarily
from all the emo-ness

going out, yes going out is good

was supposed to head to st nicks with leong and kkbz for some orange bowl
only to find out on the way that it was school holiday -.-
nvm we'll wait for shukkun to come back to eat :D

so headed to town and caught


i thought it was good
though some kkbz begged to differ
aiya she kkbz lah

i liked it cos it was light-hearted
those it might get a little draggy in between about their cooking and challenges all
nevertheless i had a good laugh

speaking of food
i had 2 buffets yesterday, one jap one steamboat
zomgggg my tummmmy....

19 October 2009

i feel as if my life is in a huge dilemma
thanks or no thanks to this supposed quarter life crisis

happiness is short-lived
emo-ness triumphs most of the time

things i have i take for granted
things i dont have i want to badly
no wait, its come to a point where i dont know what i want, seriously
(minus a car, that doesnt count)

humans, never ever contented
maybe thats what life is for, to continuously seek for things
no wait, i dont know what i'm seeking for

i lack motivation, most of the time
laziness, another weakness

technically, im a pretty messed up person inside
i can even play bejewelled for a night, feel super bored, and yet continue playing

what the fuck is wrong with me!!!!


17 October 2009

okay i have decided, or rather figured

one way to cure my emo-ness is to go shopping!
but not just any ordinary window shopping or retail therapy

its got to be....







yes uniqlo!!!!


WHY?


cos after shopping awhile i realised that the colours in uniqlo makes me happy
like happy happy cos they're so bright and colourful
makes me happy happy!

on further thinking i realise i really got a fetish for bright colours...

i think my whole 2208 concept is based on bright colours
but im loving it :D

13 October 2009

why do i always have to go through this
i think its more than simply quarter life crisis or whatever its called

why do i feel like i have everything but so unhappy
all those fun times are simply MOMENTARY
i really dont know what can make me a tad happier now
dont have to remind me how smooth sailing my life is

what is that bloody thing that is missing
why this emo bug keep coming to haunt me
argh i dont want to be emo

i want to be that happy bubbly girl that spreads laughter
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

11 October 2009

this is what im talking about :)

a short meet up;
familiar faces
familiar tastes
familiar places


yay to orange bowl!!!!

as for the remaining chubis
you are all seriously missed :D